Timing

My timing is always wrong,
someone i want to talk to,
i could never get a hold of them
someone i don't want to see
i will see them next week

i never get guildance and help
when i need them
i love them
but i can never tell them

sometime i need to eat
i never get a chance eat.
when i am not hungry
i don't get to eat other than this time.

a lot of time i want to study
they never let me.
and i don't want to study
i just need to study

i need to go to sleep
but i don't feel asleep
i want to work
i feel like in bed.

it is a mess,
my past, present, and future
when i can get the timing right
I really need a break to straight things out.