真心

原來我嘅離開可能係無錯
我只係好想見到佢開開心心就好足夠
幾年來都未見過佢笑得咁傻咁自然
雖然並唔係對住我
我心情就好似開心地被刀割
我真係為佢揾到自己嘅快樂而感到高興
就算我有幾難過都算值得
但同時我個心好似俾人割左一樣
原來佢同我一齊咁耐 我一直無令佢開心過
同今日先知道原來自己真係好冇用
我只係想佢開心 係唔係我身邊都無關係喇
真心地默默地守護你吧.

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凍

今日係我第一日著大衣返工
係冬天俏俏地入侵了
還係我個心已經被佢嘅冷言
凍到連自己嘅體溫都感覺唔到
我都唔知喇 總言之好凍好凍…
我嘅"冬天"真的來了

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愛一個人好難

日子真係好難過 一切都要重新開始
為人乎出了大半世
樣樣都係為人切想
世上真係有冇一個人
只係需要一個o姐
真係會愛惜我關心我
我下一步又應該點樣行
真係可以重新再愛嗎?
我好累…好累…
只係想佢開開心心
真係要以朋友嘅身份去愛護佢嗎
我可唔可以忍受自己對一個唔愛惜自己嘅人無限付出嗎
見到佢開心就係我嘅幸福
我真係好傻好傻…這就昰我…
一個不折不扣嘅大傻瓜…
我是豬…豬大豬…

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點解

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做左三十年人啦
一無所成
我對心愛嘅人最大嘅乎出
唔係努力地去愛他
唔係想盡方法令他開心
因為對他而言
他最開心係我嘅消失
他最大嘅幸福係我嘅離開
能夠為他做嘅最後一件事
係俾他走......
個心好痛好痛.……

Have half year of crazy life,
finally can see some light.
Nothing really improved,
but can't get any worse.

When it is reaching the end, nobody knows.
Doesn't matter where this train is going to take me to.
Where are all the stops?
I am excited to see the next stop.
No matter where I am,
who i am with,
what I will be doing.

One thing that is certain,
I will try to enjoy it as much as I can
Because it is my life journey.

Work never ends, and learning never ends
It was so painful to see
no matter how much time you put in
i still couldn't finish the pile of work on my desk

To do list couldn't help me this time,
because the list is getting too long
and the project drags on forever

I really wanna see the end of this pain
so that i can try another pain
haha, i guess i shouldn't use pain to describe it

It is the beauty of my life
my life is meaningless without all this pain
it fills up my life story.

Today you think what you are experiencing is a pain,
it is the end of the world,
nothing could be worse than this
as time goes, you will find it
in fact, it could be worse and it is bottomless.

Also, someday,
your old pain will become the beauty of your life now.
i guess it is reasonable to say that,
no pain, no victory!!!

I am so lucky to get this opportunity to finish my Maritime Vacation Part II 3 years after Maritime Vacation Part I with my friend, someone who brought me here and change my life.

It is our greatest god's plan =D.