I love you !!!!!!!!!!!!!
=D

Sky

Everybody are looking at the same sky
Imagine your family looking at the same sky
From an other side of the world
Yes, it is the same sky.
We are still attached to each others.

Looking at the sky last night,
Star twinkles and half moon.
Thinking of my family,
Thinking of you.

Sometime I am afraid of attaching to
ANYTHING
If I attached to someone or something
Then what happen if I lose it?
Pain….

People come and go in my life,
One might be more important than others.
Eventually, some day they might leave too.
We are only human being,
Nothing can change the fact that
We are all going to leave this world.

We didn’t bring anything with us
When we came to this world.
We couldn’t take anything with us
As we leave this world as well.

Nothing is more important than
Treasure everyday of your life.
Life doesn’t mean to attach to anything in the world,
But to enjoy and make no regret everyday.

FireWork

I have never been that close to the firework
Watching the firework
Exploded in front of me.
My memory exploded and die as
Sparks disappeared in the sky.

My past is like a big backpack
I put it on my back
And never let go
Because it was painful,
Happy, and so much to memorize.
It makes today’s me.

The backpack gets heavier and heavier
As you get older,
I really accumulated a lot of things in my bag,
And carry it all the time
And I don’t want to put it down.

Although it was a lot of sadness,
The world is fair.
In order to create that level of sadness,
The same amount of happiness would have had happened to you first.

Sometime I just afraid that
If I throw away my backpack,
In the meantime,
I am throwing away my happy thing as well.
And I will be in deep trouble,
Because I have nothing to be happy about.

Going thru all the pictures I had,
One by one, flashback
Good and bad time,
I did enjoy it a lot,
That is the reason why it takes me so long
To say that,
I have put it down already.
Something else in my mind,
Strange enough that
I feel like I want to give up
Before it gets started.
I am glad to have my feeling back.

Music

The most common language between people
No matter what language you speak,
What race you are,
How old you are,
What your jobs are.
Music can still be the linkage between us.

Music with lyrics can tell a lot of stories,
Happy story,
Sad story,
Make no sense story,
Haha, but all music is unique.
Isn’t that amazing?

Drive

Driving home,
Going 130km/hr on highway at night
Practicing my driving skill,
Double clash, turning..

I love driving,
Not because I like to race or something.
I just want to be good at driving,
Because I love to stay in my car.
The only place where I can stay
as long as I want.

Turn on the music,
Stop at anywhere I want.
Take a break.
Have a moment of peace.
A place where
I can do whatever I want.

You might ask me why
Home couldn’t be that place for me.
Yes, I couldn’t find the home feeling
At HOME.

Silent

I feel like working all the time,
I don’t like to stop
Because I will think too much.

A minute of silence
can bring me to the bottom of the hill
I think of my past,
My future,
All the little things associated with that.

My mood is like riding
A roller coaster,
Up and down,
Forward and backward,
Upside down….
And it goes nowhere,
Other than where I just started.

Cry

Am I that emontional?
Listen to the same song
for the whole night.
Cry and cry and cry.
For what?
I don't know,
I really dunno.

Loneliness
Homesick
Depressed
No direction
Afraid of future
Afraid of changes
Why do I have to make that choice?
AAAAAH

Winter

I am totally surprised by the winter in Halifax,
Winter of only rain and wind,
Winter with no snow.

I could imagine
Pile of snow sitting on the roof .
Kids skiing on the lake
Bargain from the top of the hill.
This is Alberta November, WINTER!
Where I spent half of my life.

It is my first winter in Halifax,
Still raining in November,
Really similar to Hong Kong,
Windy, Humid.
Where I spent my other half of my previous life.

I wonder where I am going to
Spend the rest of my life.
Life is full of adventures, and
I am looking forward to it.

Unclear

Walking in a fog,
See almost nothing,
What is in front of me,
Lamppost, people, …
Will I run into something?
The feeling of uncertain,
Unsecured, and uncomfortable.

It really sounds like our lives,
Isn’t it?
We don’t know what is going to happen
The next DAY
Although it is unclear,
It also comes with a sense of excitement.
Curious about the future.

People like to be certain about their futures.
And they try to predict their futures.
Of course, it is not going to work.
I was trying to establish a plan before,
But well, as I said, nothing works
Because the world is always changing,
People always change,
Even I changed a lot too.

You don’t know what would come into your life.
It also keeps me up to
Fulfill my curiosity of my future =P
Although life isn’t easy,
I am still learning everyday.
Also, since we don’t know what is in front of us
We should treasure what we have today,
Because everything can change the next minute.
Try my best and Make no Regret.

Lost

Lost is a negative word
Isn’t it?
Everybody has lost something before
The something can be very small,
Or it could be very important.

You would never treasure it
Until you lost it.
I guess it happened to everybody,
But why,
Why couldn’t we treasure because we have it.
Why couldn’t I know this when I am young.
It is the learning curve.
Learning of how to be a better person
How to love and care others

The process of learning is
Painful and I am terrified
Afraid of losing again,
It is totally out of my plan.
Driving myself home or not,
Leaving everyone behind or not,
I couldn’t change the past,
And I accepted that,
But what is holding me back.

Hope

Do you have hope?
Everybody has something to hope for,
Somebody hope for a better life,
Somebody hope for a good partner,
Somebody hope for a better job,
Or may be just as small as a CD.
But they have something to work toward to.

Life can be really beautiful with hope,
But sometime it is better not to hope for something
That you can never have.
Give up your hope may be really upset,
Hold on to it may be even worse,
It is really tiring and
Digging a hole for yourself.
You jump into it and
Couldn’t get out.
It can be a person, house, …etc

I am not saying not to have hope,
Because hope can keep you up all the time.
But to be thankful of
What you already have.
To understand the word “Satisfied”
To behave yourself and not conforming the world
To think and to care about others

We definitely have more than we need to live,
Compare to the people who are
Starving, in war, in decease…
They are on the edge of death, barely surviving.
What they are hoping for is just to survive.
We are a group of blessed one who has capability
To GIVE.
To Bless others.

Cold

Winter is arrived,
Such a big change in weather,
It is so cold to walk to work this morning,
It really makes me feel like,
My heart is cold too.

It is easy for me to hide myself in the winter,
Stay home and look out from the window,
Nobody is yelling on the street,
The sky is so cloudy and
I barely see the light of the moon
Silent....
Dark....

A moment of frightening,
No electricity in the city,
It is the first time happen to me
I was alone in my apartment,
And I couldn’t see anything,
Except the light from Dartmouth.

The questions pop out to my mind,
How long does it last?
How can I survive without electricity?
How can I get out of the building with no light at all?
Well, all the silly question, but
honestly,
I was so scared of darkness, loneliness, and insecure.

When I look out from the window,
Nothing out there,
I stared at the sky, and I couldn’t see anything
I can only see the light from the other side of the ocean.
That is so far, and I couldn’t reach

I was hoping that somebody can reach me
And be with me.
In such a cold, dark, lonely, and abnormal evening.

Relief

After months of studying, it is over.
Finally, it is done.
Relief after i come out from the classroom.

Then I feel like i miss something,
well, not for the exam,
but after the exam,
what i am suppose to do
i am really feel like empty.
I don't know what to do other than study.

Plans, plans and plans before the exam,
but in the moment, it is empty.
nothing in my mind,
just a moment of peace.
I am glad to just walk down the street,
i am glad to eat without reading my cards,
i am glad to just sit down and listen to music
I AM GLAD TO SLEEP WITHOUT FORMULAS.

I like the feeling of relief,
but i know it wouldn't last long,
because i saw a tons of emails,
I ignore them for so long,
and it is piling up and i couldn't imagine.
As i said, it will be done =D.
Takes time.